Sunny Side Up.

“I guess it’s probably just human nature, but i really don’t see why our safety net for any and all troubles is time. We all rely so much on it when in reality, its probably one of the few things in this universe we actually can’t control. I was never one to believe it when people said leave it up to “fate” or “what’s meant to be will happen”. Sorry i’ll pass on the rhetoric philosophical bullshit. I’m all for having hope but thats kind of like putting all your eggs in a basket and throwing it from a skyscraper hoping that it’ll magically land unscathed. Chances are..you’re having scrambled eggs for breakfast.”

I realized the other day i had that short post saved as an unpublished draft for quite some time. I wrote it a good while ago and for some reason i just never felt it was complete. I’m sure it still isn’t. But from what i can recall, i wrote that in some pretty bad times with some fucked up shit in my head so looking back on it now i’m not even sure if I believe what i wrote. Regardless of how i felt then, time HAS passed and it has undoubtedly changed how I feel. I’m not going to be the first to jump to the conclusion that any scenario I viewed with pessimism before is now a big shiny ball of optimistic hope but I want to believe that with a great deal of effort, things will work out in the end. I’m a little tired of pretending like my life is going to be this great big train wreck forever because its not. I’ll save the world someday…but i’m going to have to start with my own.

I always did like my eggs sunny side up.